Dear Diary

Getting my free complimentary drink from Starbucks. Last day of October. Seldom feel emotionally sensitive nowadays. It's just strictly abiding to life schedule. Less day dreaming too. Less maybes. More mundane.

Switched gym, from celeb to chi, cheaper by 20 per month, and no registration fees, free bag, and no contract. How do I quit without getting charged? Lol will not publisize it here.

Seeing all those young and vibrant ladies make me squirm. I thought, why haven't I been there? Pretty little thing with big eyes and small pouty lips? Instead it was the other way around. Lol waiting for my hair to prosper.

What do I want? Money, career and love life. All in balance. Not in their full potential just yet. Will it be? I'm scared of changes. Really. Like, moving out, getting engaged, possessing a post degree and a huge lump sum of money in the bank acount. It's like, if I don't catch it now, I'lll drift further and further away from my desirables. It's late for me to turn back. Or start anew. But who's to judge that?

Moods on a triple high point today. Colleague returned my money. And I refrained from bitching. That's a good deed.

Pms mode was on, but self-regulated.

kids shouted I love you and thanked me for all I'd given. And I stalked them on fb. Lol

housemate got diagnosed as bipolar disorder, and she's taken meds. Now she looks wayyyy calmer.

sis having a second baby, invited me for birth party, but I declined, which was a bit bad, but in all great. LOVELY. :)

Colleague cooked what's supposedly to be sarawak laksa and was portioned into 4. It was sweet instead of sour spicy. Lol better than nothing. I'm cooking chickuteh tomorrow. :) During class friends asked me why am I early. Well, because I have no meetings up in my ass. But apparently other unimates who are teachers have such freakingly easy access to be able to leave school during school hours. But i? Sorry won't think of that because I seriously have this shitty impression of my gb. (she sucks)

It's October again. This time in my life I usually pack things for next year and so I did. I wrapped up office belongings into 3 boxes. Maybe I'd stay, but I always feel attached to my things if I rearrange them again the following year. Grandma fell. She went through an opt to reconnect her bones together and now is in recovery. Waitago, 90 yo plus grandma. God speed. A girl msged me to rent the empty room. My colleague butt in saying another girl from the opposite block.is interested in moving in. Why don't they say it earlier, my gosh. Wasted 2 months of rental. Ishhhh. And so I became doc Sam's supervisee. She's great, arranges meetings for discussion routines. Moods really in a jumbled up chaos nowadays.

I've been watching dexter, totally mesmerized in the characters and story plots. So far finished 1st season. :) also, I've cleared all debts, quit relay for life because of the immense commitment I have to sacrifice. Am busy with uni work. On the other hand, life in school is fun.

Salary is out. Hehe, sent messages to all the parents of the kids who haven't paid up the school fees. Exam for the kids today. Lunched with colleagues, maybe a bit too frequent.

Woke up wrong side of my bed I guess. Must control temper, like a wild leopard cat.

Did some odd stuff for upsr, went to dinch ( lunch + dinner) with colleague at bms. Had this enormous vegetarian Asam laksa.

I'm excited. The journey back to ipoh brings back so much nostalgia, almost every sight brought me into memory lanes.

Drove to cheras to attend a xiang sheng competition organized by zhong guo bao and Bn ministers for primary kids. Met with colleagues. :)

Damn. Malaysian crime becoming so shitty, I feel like leaving.

August is here... Frankly speaking, another 4 months to dooms day. Or new year, if lucky.

Dad sick. Tomorrow's wedding dinner is left with York, me, sis, bil and bubbly rui. Sometimes I'm worried that we will run out off time to love pa n ma. They seem to shrink everyday. :'(

This is a stupid mistake. I caned a child twice, and her wrist was scarred. The child then scar her own wrist with a ruler. She went home and tell her mom. Now her mom wants my head. Bringing up a child blaming the person who tries to correct him or her would result into an epic fail. Parents nowadays just have to get a clearer picture of the distinct difference of pampering and supporting. Sooner or later, these chimps are going to take advantage of their gradually getting older parents because whenever he or she does wrong, the mom stands by them. Now when the society refuses to accept them, the only place to go back to, is their parents. Dreadful.

anyway, hubby's complaining tick was totally flourishing. He just can't stand my slacks and hygiene! Why does two person who don't stand each other love each other? Shit will happen if we really stayed together. Oh gosh, I've been thinking......

Finally back on stream. My phone was being sent to the factory for some problems with the touch screen, but I still love HTC as it is.

I'm starting to feel my parents read my blog, or read my thoughts. Anyway, mom blurted out her discontentment and sarcasm: don't ask qing for money, she's broke. And i was like, wtf is that? Yay my mom is against me. Tqvm, i'll just let that one go. She must have been not in the right mind. She has so much influence on me sometimes. Sighz. I was depressed because my mom, aka hero or idol of my life had been depressed. Now she's against me for God knows why, and does this mean that I'm going to face some self-loathing issues later? This is madness, I must wipe it away. Alrrady I've sent a message asking hubby that if 'I'm ugly', omg what is this, like mother like daughter??

Anyways, walked into cotton on and bought two shirts, a clutch and a pair of shoes. My 'happy' mom would say, good for u, my 'sad, now-beaten' mom would say, i thought u don't have enought money. Lol now, a split personality.
Then i continued reading 'one day' after lunch, didn't finish it but tuned into pps to watch the movie. And it was a sad sad ending! Lol, what a spoiler!

Daily achievements: found more old clothes wearable. Trainer thanked me for my effort. Brother actually is on my side, the denggi must have shook him up. Forgives mom for what she said.

Went to school for dance practices, had lunch with colleague.

Counting accomplishments: couldn't find the right key to cabinet for costume, so i used screw drivers to open it. Smart hah. Summed up total participants that is joining the trip to penang by calling absensies one by one. Didn't get angry to a student who accidently threw a ball that knocked my head, confiscated it instead. Borrowed 9 books from library without worrying what others think about me. :)

Have a great day. Am going to finish and wrap up assignments tonight to hand in tmrw. This week will be working, next week enjoying. Yay. :)

Treasurehunt at sunway pyramid early in the morning. Didn't get a prize though. :) watched korean drama the 2nd time, really immersed and star struck, lol. Night, watched british movie with hubby. :p holidays. Aint gonna fret about anything. Counting accomplishments: got 5th place in treasurehunt. Had great conversation with friends, and gotten 7 hugs while coming and going back. Emotions cracked abit with hubby, but tried to patch it up at night. (Hubby's already immune to it. )

Maybe it is me who had did this to my children. But what is done, is done. They wanna be this way, let em. :) i'm aware that i'm in control of my emotions, did my best, the rest is up to the ultimate power. No need to waste my energy and life being angry.

Counting accomplishments. Had a session with the poor performance kids. Played checkers with them. Parents moved their car for me to leave the school compound. Sent housemate to airport smoothly. :)

Anyway, hubby mentioned a year leave globetrotting. Yeah, it may be heart breaking, but man, it's so great for him to finally live it up for himself, without strings attached. Long lost freedom, for both of us. :p

Great day. It's like a new sensation, a rebirth, after seeking for that feeling of self-ness again. Enlightment.

So I read a book about self-discovering that goes in-depth into knowing I-am-ness that seperates emotions, body and thoughts which explains a lot about why we can't find happiness. Now, i'm slowly letting it seep into my soul. Digesting it, hence reading it again.

Went out to jusco for dinner as well. Shared yogurt. I remembered there was a post of mine saying about self-inspection on emotions. It is actually one of the ways to realize the bigger me and seperate it from smaller me. May sound deep, but its actually so abundant and benefiting.

My friend's mother passed away, just got a text. Condolences.

Counting blessings. My jurulatih thanked me for my effort. My colleague helped me with the extra work im getting, without me asking. Kids accepting me as a friend, loving the environment. Eradicated so much negative thoughts effectively. Did everything almost emotionlessly in a good way. Embracing this new meaning. May it last. :)

Getting more than one complaint everyday. Today's theme is, i love u, stranger. Another girl in my class was blowing kisses and writing love letters to a boy next class. Then there's a cute thank you letter from my kid, i thanked her sincerely. Then theres a boy who is selling nasi lemak illegally in school. I asked my friend why, she said i was being too sceptical, and strict at times. I thought i was too liberal. There are so many things i can't let go. Difficult.

Spendthrift day again. Got myself 3 books from popular, although sleepy, still comes to starbucks for coffee. The windchimer songs are great in soothing my apocalyptic soul. Oh, i'm the lucky customer of the day too, with two free beverages within 2 weeks! LUCKY.

Hmm... Hoping my luck would uplift. Can't help to notice that things are really slowing down and unproductive these days.

I completed 5 stacks of exam papers, 3 more to go. Sweet. Yesterday's presentation was great as well. Did some sorting out with class money as well.had agreat session of qna with year 4 kids. Counting my accomplishments per day. Yelling to myself, cheer up, u over-achiever, compliment-sucker! Let go u neat freak.

Somemore work coming up. Getting my head into typing angka giliran and dance club. Also, gotta strive for my assignments and finals in this sem.

Another day.

It seems really hard to pass by days now. I make the girl that ran away go counseling with my housemate, because she is sick into tulang sumsum. Lies lies and lies. And my housemate is like, been there, done that.

Another case was during recess, i counseled a boy who wanted to commit suicide, tell lies as well. Both of them are the expats of the class. He cried and cried and cried saying his parents have a favorite child which is his brother.

My exams are all in next two weeks. I'm required to come back to school to supervise dance practice, so I get to study and finish me assignments in the holidays. However, I really doubt on anything she says because my gpk koko is really unreliable.

All this, and I talked to them about giving presents during teacher's day. We finally managed to come to agreement: their results, my present. The best way for me to come down of the ladder.

Presentation was great, inspiring they say. We are really happy we put in real effort. :)

I noticed a pattern lately. One by one, my colleaguea from disciplinary group are having a REALLY hard time. Me, im going through numerous problems at one go. Collecting money problems, kids discipline problems, lies from the kids, their upsr results, upsr nearing and gotta kick ass liao, after upsr, dance competition, assignments and exams and lotsa stuff. I can't wait for a new year, new semester to come.... As for my other colleagues, one is facing critics about her exam paper, one is facing the gb's prejudice against her, one is having cold war with the husband, one is being scolded by gpk for sone reason. It has been really tough for me, and if i were to be a candle, i would have been really BURNT OUT. When will that day come? No problems, no stress, just happiness?

Teachers day. Woke up LATE! Groggy and dizzy from sickness. Got my ass to school, helped with make-up for the modern dance kids.

Apparently this teacher got help from soooo many other teachers... Comparing to how i was two, three years ago- one person kick all shit.

Anyways, i received only puny ration of presents, not even one from my class. Wasn't even pissed off at all. Got them all from my subclass. Yeah, you can either be the devil or the angel, but you can choose to be one.

So there i am, savoring my little share of gifts, and returned to my room. Only to find out, my gifts were the few most among them. Lol the fate of being a strict and frugal one.

Sometimes, come to think of it, giving presents to teacher is an act of kiasuness. I never get angry or dissappinted if i don't get any. Instead i would feel weird if anyone gives me any. Cuz im so scary. Ya know.

I wonder to what extent do they hate me now. Till im down with flu, they must have cursed me like shit. However, my children from last year did wrote to me how they felt about me... First they thought i was letting out my anger on them, then realized i was just doing it for them. One day, they'll get it. One day.

Can't i get a little face for consolation here? In my own blog for fuck's sake.

Ok. Back from reality. It was a shitty april. Really shitty.

Anyways, ive come to a conclusion that i wouldn't give a fuck. To that student, to the grades, to the money that is nvr coming back. What i need to see is the future.

So sunday i went to a midnight marathon. Starts at 3am. Cool huh? Coooooolllll... Finished for 3 hours n 15 mins. Got cheers from the crowd at finishing point. Legs sore like anything. But its worth it. :) totally worth it. My first 21km.

Anyways, mom is going to let go of her daycare and relax dy. Hurray. Bro most probably continuing his work at subang. But thats a good thing.

I just will continue with my now extra work load life, standard 6 teacher, upsr su, intermediate class mentor, and tuition teacher... Plus holy shit lots of stuff, plus a upm graduate. And im actually learning to save so well after all this shit hit me (and swear a lot more apparently).

It was a crazy day. Thought i lost my phone, drove back to the school and almost cried in front of pk1 at 7pm. Called the colleagues in the same office for an hour. Later to realize my phones are actually beneath my car due to morning before, they fell off because of a hump.

17 missed calls and 10 messages. Messages including 'give the phone back to yr teacher' and 'who are u?' Etc. Lol i love my friends.

1. Read facial expressions and speech connotations.
2. Draw beautiful watercolor drawings
3. Weave a basket with paper yarn
4. Make a no-sew rag rug
5. Weave a furniture with reed or rattan
6. Built own furnitures
7. Quilt a paper notebook
8. Sew a dress from satin and batik
9. Saw wood and assemble a patio or swing
10. Upholstery
11. Build-a-bear style stuff own cushion
12. Sew everything my own
13. Pave outdoor garden
14. Plant herbs and vegetables for consumption
15. Make clays and plasticine
16. Paint a blackboard
17. Make a rocking chair
18. Make great coffee and fruit shakes
19. Decomposition
20. Rain water catching and solar board system building

Another mega earthquake at 8.6 scale hitting the indian seas. Tsunami warnings are up. Affected areas are sumatera, srilangka, india, england and other surrounding areas. The following earthquakes frequented 10xs than usual. Very freakish. But if i trust my instincts, there'll be not much of a disaster till another 3,4 months. Then there'll be shit all over the world. And the new world will be reborned under great pressure. Us being part of the transformation. My feeling is that we'll be living in great differences than now.

Anyways, went for karaoke session with badminton gang. Really funny singing, i would say.

Then slept for sometime. Till the afternoon, felt some tremors and dizziness.

So, it's about life aa we know it. Someday we'll die and everything will go on without us. Better enjoy and cherish now or too late.

I'm really burnt out. Have been devastated because I've spent the last ounce of money on helping mom. I have been living on student's fees which are due next two months for food! I don't even dare buy anything other than food and photostating. How can someone be so pathetic... I feel so stressed because i've never felt this pitiful before!

The next thing i'm going to do is withdrawing my epf account 2 on the reason of eduction, but in truth, to give it to mom without having to return it! And i hated myself for hating mom like that. She wanted me to take a loan from the bank, but interest seems too high. Then i turned to york, and i feel shitty for even opening my mouth...

And yes, i feel disgusted for myself, and blames myself for lack of funds. But then again, ive subsidized my family for almost 1 year expenses with 1k per month... What heppened to all that? When can this mess get sorted out? When can mom starts to actually think wisely? When can my brother actually go find a fucking job? When can i stop funding everything other than myself?

Yes. I am selfish. I am loveless. Ungrateful. But what on earth should i feel when i need to feed on student's fees????

It fell on me greatly. Tmrw i'll be heading to kwsp. Hopefully the money is well-spent on. I wish i had said no and ignore eveeything that happened. But i cant!!! I cant!!

i hated my mom for wanting non stop. I hated my brother for being a failure!! I hated my father for not even trying to help!! And mostly i hated myself.

Sighz.

Assignments and test, so far a B+. Gotta work harder this time.

Life is hard when other people is depending on u. Relentlessly.

So today school was well, solved the restless money problems.

Another thing im glad of, is how shit turns well in a day. But work seems forever.

Another assignment under my belt. 5 so far, working on them slow and steady. :p

I will be getting 5 subjects in the following semester, since i aim to graduate next year, hopefully with flying colors.

Ate ban mee below school area. Realized that the aunties' banmee, nasi lemak, bakuteh and char kuey teow is the best i had so far. No kidding.

Raining meows and woofs. Was later than usual for lecture, but she agrees to spare me from punishment since the weather is so treacherous. Did a short sketch too, was fun and funny. Lol

Was rained all over though, wondering when am i ever going to have an umbrella. Lol. They're sooooo important!

Great time out. Did some accounts and realized my financial status not that bad after all. Just changing priorities.

Anyway, after class, we went for a game of badminton at school. 4 girls. When reached, guys dominated court, so we played outside. After a while we went in.

Feeling so depressed over money matters. Was uplifted abit knowing i managed to save a bit for next months expenses, was devastated when mom asked for emergency backup cash for her center. This master degree better be worth it. Mom's working additional night classes to earn extra income.

Oh god why.

Printing out flyers of tuition and setting up online store. Why are only the woman in the family goes out and wins the bread in the family? What ever happened to my dear father and failure to launch brother?? Have they no self conscious at all? At all? At all?

It's thursday. Love holidays. A lot of time to blog and day dream. Hehe

Went out to pick up road tax at public bank. Then went to wee sing for stationaries. They've moved to a new place 3 doors next to the old one. Very successful i guess.

Now im at toyota service center lounge, blogging away. Anyways, some remarks on my day dreams. You know, i have those kinds of remarkable things in mind, sometimes forgotten or stashed away.

One of them is stock stalking. Yeah, ive been stalking the stock market for some time now, but too poor to be a part of it.

Another one is this diy concept cafe. There's an obvious trend in diy-ing nowadays, especially youth who intends to be frugal, and productive at the same time.

Investing on that idea, i'm thinking of a great cafe theme:
1) serves coffee and pastries
2) functions as a workshop

Not just any workshop, but a diy workshop. Like, this sweatshop cafe in paris, where they serve customers coffee and pastries, and providing the tools and equipments to make their own crafts.

I thought, why don't this idea work? The diy workshop could cover on:
1) fabric sewing & decorating: pouches, covers, needle work, dolls, bags, clothes etc.
2) woodworks: cabinets, bookshelves, coffee tables, refurbishing furnitures, gardening tools etc.
3) paper crafts: paper remaking tools, coloring canvas, stamps, decoratives, paper flowers
4) diy from junk

The store will provide tools, advises and books, and the patrons will come out with their own items, while enjoying the coffee. There'll also be events and workshops to date. I'm also thinking of intergrating book rental, whereby people could either donate their books or rent it in the cafe with a sum, then it'll be listed in the cafe list. All the rental fees shall go into the renter's account, while adding value to the cafe because of book rental. Aka mini library + coffee pastry + diy workshop. A combination of my dream cafe. Hehe

It begins with the opening of eyelids.

Then, the gratifying truth. Class at 6pm.

So i crawled out of bed, managed to drive to several places. First off, a visit to public bank to pay my insurance and tax. Then, went to upm to pay study fees. Next, to putrajaya to recollect spm cert. Pretty fast, within an hour they've gotten me my cert.

Drove back to upm to have discussion. Attended class till 9pm. Reach home at 10pm. Went to fetch sze mei at weng shin hall.

Ironically I've been putting my house together, in my mind of course. Since it's holidays. :D

So it begins like this, as the master of my house I will first have a:

An upstairs like this. But a few amendments. There must be enough lights, such as balcony lights, or sky lights. Enough space. I would even demolish the rooms upstairs to create this look. Modern wooden flooring would be hefty for my budget, so normal waxed wood will do. Rid the red wall with intimidating message and switch into soothing/pastel colors. Rid the platform, but I would want a underfloor leg-space. Love the windows. That's why it has to be upstairs, so that when you open the balcony doors, it's a green sanctuary outside.


This would be the extension of the above interior. The sleeping corner would be blinded in some manner. Working space right after the sleeping space. All this, in one space. Also, I would do some color blending.













So, once you open the sliding doors of the balcony, it'll be something like this. But a few amendments. Chairs turned into rattan sofas with cushion. Dangling plants and greens. Pebbled floors. Bamboo blinds.

















Then there's downstairs. When the night comes, there'll be dangling ceiling lights, although wall are up but the arrangement would be more or less like this.









Kitchen would be modulated into this. High chairs and talking space. Creates a distance and a closeness between hostess and guest, or mother and child.











Then there'll be two bedrooms downstairs. For two or three children. Or guests.














Where most importantly, there's a study/reading corner to rest the legs, drink coffee/wine and talk all day/all night. The ultimate corner. You know what they say, your home is your temple.










So there you go. My dream home. Where all the dreams are put together.

Anyways, I'd had a realization. Maybe after masters, I'd be interested in upgrading my career. A lecturer. After all, that IS my sole dream since young. Although my age is nearing 30, and I'm loving it.

Hoping that time flies. It's going to be holidays soon.... And debts, assignments are waiting for me.

Was reading a book, the alchemist. Simple, descriptive, child spoken. "Everyone knows what their real destiny was, until one day they were being forced to believe in this big fat lie the world has fed them."

My dream was to become a great story teller, on a stage, where my words are wise and rare. Am already doing it now tho.

Anyways, drastic floods everywhere. Hasn't anyone got the urge to build or buy a boat already? You know, when the day arrives, we simply deliver ourselves to the new continent with sufficient food and technology? No? Hah. Guessed so.

Killed most of the test papers today. Good to feel this way.

Went to upm to pay fees, but it was closed at the moment i stepped in. :/ also, finally submitting the form for kpm about masters. Have to go lembaga peperiksaan at putrajaya tomorrow for report of lost spm cert.

Tuition salary came. Anyhow, i need to pay for first college fees, then car services and car insurance. There's a hole that mounts up to 2k. Aim to pay it up by 2 months. Hopefully.

Starting to wonder how is it like to have saved up 5k like friends i know. Depressing.

Better now, only stomach a bit airy thay is. Colleague asking me out for lunch, i have no choice but decline. Haha

Class at upm. Gotta step on the pedal now. Anyway, that day i've introed sze mei to my cousin ah xian, 27 yo, lives in banting, really adorable. Hope things spark. Lol

Woke up early just to get to toilet. I've been in and out of the toilet for more than a month's record now. Poo and pee. Or just nothing. This ordeal is torturing me, yet equivalent to last time's food poisoning. Finished reading 4 books in the weekend. I know, a record there too. There was a moment where I wished to just pass out.

Need a financial plan ASAP. It's really indecent for a girl my age without realistic investment value other than my job. :(

Sze mei came up, picked her up at um after her class. When we drove back it's already 4pm. Hungry, so i wolved down some bread. Went for badminton, maggie lost her phone, kiwi and sue yin getting a new pup, karfai still hasn't bought the sabah ticket for kk. Lol Went for steamboat.

Late at night, gastric wimd strikes. Couldn't let out air, so went to jaafar. After prescription, felt better, but still couldn't sleep all that well. I bestow myself the restraint order of spicy food in the future. Paid peki back some debts. Sighz. When will i start saving money?

Boyfriend being so generous. He upgraded my celcom sim into 3G. Now i can finally online whenever i wish. :)

Had been eating like there's no tomorrow. First har mee at school, then char kuay teow with colleagues, next kfc. Wasn't that alluring though.

Drove to upm for books. Gotten in some good books, logical thinking, psychology and even business and markets. Bought a magazine interior too. :)

Had been dreaming of a coffee shop called solidarity, where people rest their feet and drink coffee and indulge in great music. Maybe thats what i'll do in the retirement days.

Two days away from home and i missed my family. It suddenly occured to me that i'm aging quicker than before. Like the mid afternoon transcending to evening. Seems stretched out, but actually cruelly short lived. And now im here. Scarce savings, clueless about finance, clinging and counting on my day job to provide. Studying a master degree for a better or worse future as a uni lecturer.

Meeting at ppd went well. Me and chai li were the first few, so we got to scoot early.

Went to taming jaya for mamak rojak with lai heon, a bit spicy. And also cendol. Came back letharrgic, slept in a moment after washing up. Woke up bored and anxious. Read a book depicting bengali immigrants to european countries.

Tried to tassel peki out of his good-willed manner. Thats the sort of thing i'd do to compensate my insecurity. Or in piaget's terms, fixate my way into sense of security. Lol

After school, i was waiting at ppd after class for en amin, but alas he didnt turn up. So i arrived for class late, having to face penalty of preparing a 15 question paper for the class. Had a good child and adolencent psychology class, one where we share and present.

Later, we discussed on our project, where we're going to interview gangsterisme in boys school and their internal values. Met with a junior's sister. What a small world.

Anyways, went to have vegetarian at equin park with denise. Phone batt ran out, but found her on the streets waiting for me. Lol.

Finally got to meet with en ridzuan at ppd. Am glad that the installer is finally working.

Went to starbucks to online as well as wrap up the silly slap thing.

School was immensely tiring. Kids lying again. I wish i could detect lying from a shift of a face muscle. Won't that be cool?

Today relaxed a bit. A show caught my eye, the woman in black. Worth a watch?

Today is the first day of class in upm. Was initially thinking of begging the lec in letting us change the time of class. But turns out to be an iranian, doing intro, with pc broke down, and thicker than mud accent. She's the assistant lec. I missed my brothers rom for this, and next class is coincidentally substitute class at school. Fuck.

Driving back, i pass by gm to buy some stuff for the kids. The badges. Went to etiqa at bbk to retain my statements. Drove to public bank to do my payments, but its closed. What a bummer. Also went to klinik popular to check the ears. Doc says theres inflammation at the kennel areas. Due to stress, scratch, whateva.

At night, joined peki and his family for dinner at grand something, a chinese restaurant beside overtime. Later went to jelly house at botanic for tong shui.

Watched a few cartoons and a few books. Studio ghibli's newest, about a seacreature with healing powers. Fascinating. And also megamind, cute rival. I finished some novels from comix as well. Enjoyed it thoroughly, but mind still specks on the thought of unfinished duties at school.