May you always have work for your hands to do. May your pocket hold always a coin or two. May the sun shine bright on your windowpane. May the rainbow be certain to follow each rain. May the hand of a friend always be near you. And may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you. I hope you find contentment. Maybe not swiftly, but surely.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

22-5-12

Another day.

It seems really hard to pass by days now. I make the girl that ran away go counseling with my housemate, because she is sick into tulang sumsum. Lies lies and lies. And my housemate is like, been there, done that.

Another case was during recess, i counseled a boy who wanted to commit suicide, tell lies as well. Both of them are the expats of the class. He cried and cried and cried saying his parents have a favorite child which is his brother.

My exams are all in next two weeks. I'm required to come back to school to supervise dance practice, so I get to study and finish me assignments in the holidays. However, I really doubt on anything she says because my gpk koko is really unreliable.

All this, and I talked to them about giving presents during teacher's day. We finally managed to come to agreement: their results, my present. The best way for me to come down of the ladder.

Presentation was great, inspiring they say. We are really happy we put in real effort. :)

I noticed a pattern lately. One by one, my colleaguea from disciplinary group are having a REALLY hard time. Me, im going through numerous problems at one go. Collecting money problems, kids discipline problems, lies from the kids, their upsr results, upsr nearing and gotta kick ass liao, after upsr, dance competition, assignments and exams and lotsa stuff. I can't wait for a new year, new semester to come.... As for my other colleagues, one is facing critics about her exam paper, one is facing the gb's prejudice against her, one is having cold war with the husband, one is being scolded by gpk for sone reason. It has been really tough for me, and if i were to be a candle, i would have been really BURNT OUT. When will that day come? No problems, no stress, just happiness?

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