Thursday, May 24, 2012
Great day. It's like a new sensation, a rebirth, after seeking for that feeling of self-ness again. Enlightment.
So I read a book about self-discovering that goes in-depth into knowing I-am-ness that seperates emotions, body and thoughts which explains a lot about why we can't find happiness. Now, i'm slowly letting it seep into my soul. Digesting it, hence reading it again.
Went out to jusco for dinner as well. Shared yogurt. I remembered there was a post of mine saying about self-inspection on emotions. It is actually one of the ways to realize the bigger me and seperate it from smaller me. May sound deep, but its actually so abundant and benefiting.
My friend's mother passed away, just got a text. Condolences.
Counting blessings. My jurulatih thanked me for my effort. My colleague helped me with the extra work im getting, without me asking. Kids accepting me as a friend, loving the environment. Eradicated so much negative thoughts effectively. Did everything almost emotionlessly in a good way. Embracing this new meaning. May it last. :)
