Dear Diary

Photos are here!!





So, the other day I bought groupon 4 poster photos A3 size for 5 bucks each, and also have gotten IKEA frame A5 for 29.90. There are some good catches in my opinion.

13 days to go. I'm so glad it'll be reaching soon.

I missed my best friend's ROM. I was going to face palm myself, but then they replied me with great empathy, giving me a reason to feel even worse for as a person. But anyway, lesson learnt. My apologies were accepted and replied with some photos on the event.



Blessings to both.

On that day, I was at Soo Jin tending to the dance group. I felt rather inadequate in make up and hair, since lately I've lost my confidence in doing things. However, things went well. Our school got selected in the running for final battle on next saturday.

Finally, today I paid a visit to Ally's salon and met with an aquaintance who has been to the same secondary school as mine and friends with the kapar folks. She's a chemist, part time phd under a scholarship, part time beautician, and part time owner of three shops. I thought, where in the world did she come from? How did I not get there? It was then I realized I've been living in my shell for so long that the comfort zone has deafened me. It must be abundance out there, and the key to unlock it is to outdo myself. She is certainly outdoing herself. #salute.

Omg I'm getting old. Although that could be a wonderful thing. My temper has subsided, my rationality soared, my mind speaks soft words instead of thunderous murmurs, my days steadier... Hopefully this is not just because a change of surroundings... No but seriously, work culture here is thoughtful, loving, precise and interlinked.... Comparing to my previous school where everything seems to be a one man show. And the travelling takes my age away by dozens. Now that I'm a language teacher, and a library teacher, things have been sorted out for me. Whatsapp is the coolest and fastest memo, food seems abundance in the school, my waist line is expanding. Students are clearly much more easier to grasp, teaching much easier with the iq board. Lol now that everything is in my sweetest spot, I could only hope that all these work culture brought to my future school. Oh future school, what might thou be? If its a grade a school, I wouldn't be so relaxed.

Alas, who will know of what the future brings?

Wedding in 19 days. Gosh, I'm so anxious of what has not been done. Food, wedding invites, hotel bookings, dress, make up, hair, jimui, agenda, wedding gifts, photos.... It's all something that a bride and groom could not afford to mislook. Thank goodness, at these dire times, my good old fiance has a lot of things under his control. Though throwing a tantrum seems inadequate in these times, but that seems to be what I have been doing more then anything else. So apparently, My future husband think of me as a dare devil wolf. Which I couldn't blame him, cause I'm a real pain in the ass sometimes too. No matter what brings, I need to amp up the spirit to face it. Oh how I hope things passed and life is normal and unnerving anymore.