May you always have work for your hands to do. May your pocket hold always a coin or two. May the sun shine bright on your windowpane. May the rainbow be certain to follow each rain. May the hand of a friend always be near you. And may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you. I hope you find contentment. Maybe not swiftly, but surely.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

19-5-12

I am blessed for parents who are always there for me. I was doing a case study the other day on teenager's problems, only to find out that there's a clear relation between parenting and disciplinary problems. The ones who are neglected often does the most bad things.

I went for class today. Wishing I have come earlier. All this education was supposed to be thought in maktab. The pedagogy, methods of non-ill-treating children, self-management, emotional control and so much more. I would have find it VERY useful.

Problem1... kids behaving like monkeys when I'm not around. Solving... have a sharing moment every morning, talk to them about news, inspiring stories and motivation real-life stories.

Problem2... Over-reacting. Solving... Still doesn't know how. My emotions are one day ok, the next moment fluctuates like a volcano eruption. Plan on reading some books on anger-management. Yes, it's that bad.

Problem3... procrastination. Solving... Keep track on everything I do in a booklet. Like I do on blogger. It helps vent my frustration, and also self-reflection.

Problem4... Anger management. Solving... Go back to faith studying. Right now, I felt like crying for no reason. Or for almost all reasons. I dunno why. And felt like no one understands the pressure. The amount of pressure that keeps ballooning over small matters, school matters and social matters. :'(

Problem5... Lack of confidence. Solving... Try my best. Sometimes care less. Cause whatever I do, there seems to be something faulty to pick out, and I can't handle that. Wishing I could do things better and handle criticism nicely.

If I fell crazy one day, everyone must have seen it coming. 

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