Friday, March 2, 2012
Two days away from home and i missed my family. It suddenly occured to me that i'm aging quicker than before. Like the mid afternoon transcending to evening. Seems stretched out, but actually cruelly short lived. And now im here. Scarce savings, clueless about finance, clinging and counting on my day job to provide. Studying a master degree for a better or worse future as a uni lecturer.
Meeting at ppd went well. Me and chai li were the first few, so we got to scoot early.
Went to taming jaya for mamak rojak with lai heon, a bit spicy. And also cendol. Came back letharrgic, slept in a moment after washing up. Woke up bored and anxious. Read a book depicting bengali immigrants to european countries.
Tried to tassel peki out of his good-willed manner. Thats the sort of thing i'd do to compensate my insecurity. Or in piaget's terms, fixate my way into sense of security. Lol
