May you always have work for your hands to do. May your pocket hold always a coin or two. May the sun shine bright on your windowpane. May the rainbow be certain to follow each rain. May the hand of a friend always be near you. And may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you. I hope you find contentment. Maybe not swiftly, but surely.

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

31-10-12

I've been surrounded by people with problems nowadays. Problems like neuropsychotic problems.

The recent case of my housemate hitting someone single-handedly should be brought up perhaps. She's being diagnosed as Bi**lar Disorder, where a person experience two kinds of extreme emotions: Mania and Depression. She goes through this roller coaster emotions and is unable to achieve happiness. Mainly due to extreme feelings that had occured to her in the past.

Let's see her history (I need to bring up or else I'll blow):
- unable to reflect
- blames other people for not pitying her
- feels loveless
- was being sexually assaulted
- was being called a freak by people whom she trusted
- family abandoned her when she was a child
- undergoing a huge amount of stress in work and social life
- had thought of suicides (multiple reasons)
- unable to feel happy (because of her sickness)
- unable to sleep well (amnesia and bad dreams)
- really bad tempered
- emotionally sensitive
- can't take critism

And the list goes on.

The second case I encountered is another colleague whom (I think is milder):
- has oppressed behavior (which I think she doesn't know)
- regards herself as know-it-all
- claimed her husband is involved in adultery and insisted
- persistent in proving herself right
- mostly caused by over-self-righteous and doubts

The third case is a Uni mate of mine, whom I think has/is:
- alchoholicsm
- gay and undergoing stress
- suspected to be purging (bullemia)
- occurring thoughts of suicide
- self-righteous

 In the mundane and peaceful life I led, hopefully those in hurricanes can find their feet on the ground. On the other hand, I realize people without a back-up plan, or self-sustaining-believe-in-myself mechanism will crumble. That's why I write blogs to often iron my surface flat again. I'm not afraid.


 

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