Dear Diary

I'm not ready yet

Truth to tell, I'm not ready to be laid off in my part time job. The daycare has been facing conflicts among the stake holders and I am in the position of being sacrificed. Now that I'm going to be let off, I need to think of a backup plan. It's not like the end of the world or something, yet it is a worrisome issue at the back of my head.

Next is taking up Masters next year. The letter has come to my doorstep offering me a full time Masters degree at UPM starting 2012. I should be taking it but still, a lot has changed in a flash of a pan and I need the sparing income of my part time job, now thrown into the fire.

On the other hand, Peki asked me if I could lend him my house loan. That could consequently lead to the M word. I know I've been bringing up the subject as a desired thing for me in this relationship, but I have just started everything and the subject is not expected to be brought up till 2014 after my Masters and expedition. And that too, will lead me to be able to transfer school. Which is another BIG change for me as well.

As in Raleigh, I thought I could stop all the hecticness for a while, but a new task has just been offered to me which is to guide the new Charlie team in their PIWP. The Charlie team in this case is a very cool team by the way, I'm more than willing to help. But I've been overdoing it since last two months, I need a break from all that.

Now that all problems and changes are facing me into the face, I need to slaugter them one by one.