May you always have work for your hands to do. May your pocket hold always a coin or two. May the sun shine bright on your windowpane. May the rainbow be certain to follow each rain. May the hand of a friend always be near you. And may God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you. I hope you find contentment. Maybe not swiftly, but surely.

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

19-6-14

Posted by kaiqing at 3:58 PM

I'm having the worse holiday blues ever in my life. The weather had never bothered me so much. I missed how cool and dry it was in Paris, and fresh it was the air was in Amsterdam. Once I got back having to face reality and all the emotional baggage that comes with it, I couldn't help but despise myself for having these ungrateeful thoughts. The biggest bugger that bothered me was how our country and country men living in the backwarding society. The corruption, the comotion on bullshit religion diversity, the mentality, the life of elite and the poor... All these unsettling thoughts and feelings came pouring over me in my sleepless nights. Jetlaging. Things undone. Schedules. Expectations to meet.

Agh... I hate everything right now.

*rant on

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