Dear Diary

It's April... Im half ecstatic half worried about the upcoming month. First of all, I'm going to graduate, yessss.... Secondly, I need to get my work done soon... Been dying to meet with my supervisor the other day, she managed to give me some insight. Tie a few loose strings here and there, and fingers crossing for the best.

I've also decided to move back klang. All this chasing after life I dreamt of has suddenly occurred to me as an obstacle to me not realizing what's most important thing in my life, which has now become clearer, my family. Dad and mom are getting older so fast, I'm scared. A few changes for next year. I am going to submit my transfer letter to klang. And I am going to take up phd in um which is relatively cheaper and only study on weekends. And I'll pursue a job as a lecturer in Maktab. Probably raja melewa and part time at unis. After all, I have experience as an academic staff and research staff. I know from heart I can pull both off.

If the circumstances are as easy. I'm feeling a huge pull behind my head due to sinus. The thing has been bugging me for months. I've arranged an appointment with ent in hospital klang, since private doesn't do any good, and hope for a good surgeon to cut me open. That's the initial plan.