Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Obsessed
Nowadays, I'm pretty obsessed with multiple thoughts that haunt me throughout long sleepless nights. What else than the end of days? I feel so grim and aimless, and has put all my future plans aside. The Ambank savings plan that is going to fruit by 2030 has to be put to a halt. I've also extended my Masters and is waiting for the shadowy times to pass, and outstation trips to a full stop because...... I just don't have the mood.
Another reason is because I find my life...... friendless. It is really devastating when you find yourself laughing, walking the malls, chatting, eating at a new place, sharing a good/bad news, going to a concert, singing Karaoke, watching a movie alone.
Speaking of concert, Maroon 5 is coming to town. That too, I'm going alone. It's just a matter of time that I will slip out of the tide and get stuck somewhere in the era (if we are going to).
I'm 25 this year. I'm stuck with a job and has the post-syndrome to depression. I'm mostly unhappy all the time. I'm not begging for mercy or craving for attention, I just feel life has not been my cup of tea lately.
Grim, friendless, end of days just around the corner, I might as well......quit this life. Oh wait, I can't.
